I'm seriously planning on having a new livejournal. Please comment here if you would like to be added in the friends list. But for *certain people* (guess who you are ;)), don't be surprised if you're added automatically. I won't let you go that easily. XP

22 days 'til Christmas.

Anne was so sweet yesterday. She bought me a red soccer ball at the book fair in UST. It was very spontaneous. She made me feel so special that day. ^_^

Spontaneous acts are so sweet. I like them.

Anyone want a Christmas card? Tell me your addresses by email: unholydeity23@yahoo.com.

stardust189, wait for my card. I'll surprise you with something. ;)

I know all of us have problems. They always come once, twice or several times in our lives. They're always there, no matter how much we do to take them away.

But isn't it that those trials are supposed to make us much stronger?

Committing suicide isn't the fucking solution.

Kaycee, a kabarkada... a very close friend in college took sleeping pills last night. We're seven in our group and the rest of us all got a text message saying something like this, "I'd just like to inform you that kaycee has left us... - her bessy". First reaction, what kind of sick joke is this?!. At first I ignored it for text messages are very deceitful. But then as the night passed on, we realized we all got the same message and it started to freak us all out. Her mother told Love, one in our group, that Kaycee hasn't arrived home yet. We all got more worried.

Then finally, Kaycee was home. That is, after going to the hospital. So we learned she took sleeping pills and "her bessy" is her bestfriend. It's a long story, but the gist of it is, she almost fucking died.

We don't know the reason of this all. But we have a terrible suspicion this is about Sidney again, her boyfriend whom I personally think doesn't deserve our friend. But still, nothing confirms that so we don't have any right to judge.

My two cents: Killing yourself is a freaking fucking bad idea to "solve" the tribulations in our lives. It's a very damn selfish act, to take away your own life because others will be very much hurt by that action.

So to you all, you're all my friends. And because I deeply care for my friends, I care for you guys. Don't make the same mistake. Make me happy. :)

Today is November 25, 2003. Today is our month-anniversary. And I forgot it. :-/

Good thing he didn't got angry with me! He was so sweet, actually. He thoroughly surprised me in school by giving me a dozen of red roses. :) Times like this reminds me how much I love him.

I want to get back on track.

I'm planning on finally rebuilding my website. It's long overdue, I know.

marred_clarity and thewhitediablo, what about that D/Hr site we're planning? I'm wondering what we can put up there so it'll be quite unique, in one way or another, with all those beautiful D/Hr sites...?

*sighs* I want to do something.

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Anything.
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It can be about me, or about anything you want.
Regardless, just use the "anonymous" button to post anonymously when you comment. I turned off the "log IP" option for this, temporarily. So whatever it is... get it off your mind.
Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.


Absolutely thrilled about The Grudge and PoA. That's all.

So we went to Intramuros last night. It was cool! It was like walking back in history with all those old-fashioned big and stoned houses. The security were also wearing the blue guardia civil clothes. And there were also calesas. We got to ride on one! XD Lol! It was my first time to be ride on a carriage pulled by a horse. XD

Then after that we went to Roxas. The street lamps were fairly amazing.

Today is the orientation in our LTS. Ah, cathechism again.

Tomorrow is Monday. I don't want to go to school.

And I have new icons! All of them are not mine as I don't know how to make mini-movie icons.

DEITY_IN_RED'S SUICIDE COMMANDO SONG LYRIC IS mortal combat faces of tortured dead violent impact suicide final act human intolerance mental torment possible mass grave died in a useless war ~ "Mortal Combat" from Stored Images YOUR USERNAME: created by xianvox and oizys

I saw the PoA trailer JUST last night. Now I can't hardly wait for the real thing! I think I may even go for Loony Toons to see the trailer in big screen. XP Ack!!! I want PoA the movie right now!!!

Oh right. Speaking of movies, I haven't watched The Matrix Revolutions yet. I don't know. I didn't like the second one like I did with the first one. I'm not really excited about the third one but I'd still like to watch it.

We're planning on going to Intramuros tonight/today/later/I don't know. I hope it won't rain so we'll push through with it. Sheila, my blockmate, said that we could even see guards wearing old Spanish clothes (like guardia civils) and we could even ride on a calesa! :D My mom said the lights are fantastic there every night. Can't wait!

Lastly, I have the latest Adobe PS and IR installed in my pc! Yay! Now I'm back to making icons! W00t!!

Welcome my new friend, smokysilhouette!

W00t! I have my original PC back! I'm so happy! So ecstatic! XD Now I'll just have to install Adobe again! Oh yeah, and start my fanfics all over again. *sighs* But I have it back! Woohoo!!! XD

Ah. I'm just so happy, never mind me. ^^

I can finally get back to making icons! Alright!

School's fine so far.

I'm guilty and I really feel bad. I'm such a bad bad bitch. I fell down again. God I'm so sorry.

Today is my unlucky day. It rained while I'm on my way to school. I forgot my sweatshirt. The driver didn't give me my change in the FX. I wasn't able to catch the ending of Meteor Garden. Grrr.

So Jerry Yan of F4 came today for the promotion (I think) of Bench. He even went to Malacanang (which is the counterpart of the White House here in our country) to pay a courtesy call on Pres. Arroyo. Gah! He's so handsome!

Nakakatawa lang. Bench's latest advertising quote is "Dao shall wear Bench". Hay, pinoy talaga. ^^;;

To those who know... Is there a Meteor Garden 3?!?

Yu Yu Hakusho, my first anime love ^_^;;, is being aired again here. Just when school has started... and in the wrong time too! I definitely wouldn't be able to watch it because of my new schedule. :(

Gah. I wish they'll move it's timeslot. But that's wishful thinking. *sighs*

I finally saw Linkin Park's From the Inside video. *grins*

Elise, I love you sweetie. :) *hugs*

Last night at the cemetery was cool. Literally. The air was so chilly, good thing I bought my sweatshirt. The place, even if it's quite noisy, was really good. There were so many candles lightened up and it makes the place look so solemn.

I don't want to go back to school yet. NO!

stardust189, where are you sweetie? I miss you!

Welcome my new friends spectrum and xinda!

We're going to the cemetery later. I won't be able to see the ending of MG2. :( I don't know if they're gonna end it today or tomorrow. Anyway, I still won't be able to see it tomorrow because we're going to Mandaluyong to see... I don't know. They just told me we're going.

See at how I barely care about my life?

I know I'm too old for trick or treating but I like it. You see, in our country it has never been a "hit". Maybe there are Halloween parties and such but... I still like trick or treats. I want to be in a costume. Rogue. Yeah. *snorts* I'm such a weirdo. I'm growing up backwards. XP

Is it right? Today's October 30, Thursday? For the past few days I haven't been sure with the dates and days. This is what you get for doing nothing.

I'm bored. But I don't want to do anything.

Mess.

I'm done with The Voyage of the Dawn Treader! Yay! My favorite part there was the few last chapters. The descriptions in the End of the World are just so cool. I wish I was there too. Lol! ^_^ So right now I'm off to
Book Six, The Silver Chair. This is my friend's favorite Narnia book.

The space between The wicked lies we tell And hope to keep safe from the pain

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
deity_in_red goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Rogue.
blackeyed_girl tricks you! You get a pencil.
bohemianvixen gives you 9 light green apple-flavoured jelly beans.
cohort gives you 5 tan coffee-flavoured hard candies.
eowynhalliwell gives you 5 teal raspberry-flavoured gummy fruits.
harrietvane tricks you! You get a used tissue.
miafitz gives you 8 purple grape-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
muffytaj gives you 6 purple raspberry-flavoured miniature candy bars.
naxareth gives you 18 dark green cola-flavoured nuggets.
queen_of_paine gives you 1 red-orange orange-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
stardust189 tricks you! You lose 22 pieces of candy!
deity_in_red ends up with 30 pieces of candy, a pencil, and a used tissue.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

And we didn't go to the concert. I think my cousin got angry with me. XP

We're going to a concert! W00t!

It's of Kyla and Parokya ni Edgar, which is gonna be on Tuesday in my cousin's school. I hope it'll be fun as I'm taking some of my highschool buddies. :D

*squees*

Corny/Jologs ko pero kinikilig talaga ko sa MG2 ngayon! Nakita ko kanina yung trailer at nag-kiss sina Lei at Shan Cai tapos nakita pa ni Dao Ming Si! Grabe! ^_^;;

//ends fangirl mode

Ahem. Right.

Enrollement day today. It wasn't really tiring like with the last semester. But it was really frustrating with the new registration for the pe. 2-IT will be scattered as we got different slots. Grr.

Anyway, I really miss my cpu!

I saw the new video of Britney Spears with Madonna and I was just like... O_o

Thanks to those who posted here. *hugshugshugs*

naxareth, yeah you're cool like that. ;)

Anyway, my sembreak is boring. I can't do anything with my old cpu, except for surfing the net. Thank God. I hope the new one would be repaired soon. I need adobe! I want my fanfics! ;( How about the icons I already made but still haven't used? I spent hours manipulating them! Gr. And more frustrating are my stories! Now I'm gonna revised again. :(

*sighs*

Nothing's going right.

Er... Still haven't settled on the new username.

I miss Gundam.

So I guess shooting me is the best option.

I failed Stat.

Guess this is how He wants me to live. Can I even do something about that now? No of course not, but only take it up in summer. It'll be ok for me.

But for my parents, no of course not. Mom and I talked like "nothing happened". That's cool with me. But when Dad came home he just looked at me (I texted them right after I got my grades) with so much disappointment in his eyes. I'm gonna live with it. It's my fault anyway.

Now, favorite quote as of now: "You don't deserve it."

Because I truly don't. I'm not worth every single thing I've been receiving. But I'm selfish so I'm gonna keep this internet close to me. Like I said, this is the only one keeping me sane.


Btw, to anyone who needs this one, I offer you a *BIG HUG*.